I wanna cry

[nova_myth]

Oh the pressure, why can't things get less and not more complicated? I have so much I have to do. Friday is gonna suck, I'm gonna be driving all over town and have so much crap I have to do. I have three weeks or so before school starts and I haven't made any progress in my room, studied my Japanese, gotten back into riding my bike, or getting my internal clock back to waking up early, and I am especially behind on getting my stuff ready for my so called garage sale. This does not include my work training coming and other things of that such. 

Speaking of work its like a freaking kama nightmare, it starts the same day I start school! Double wammy and I am not ready! I don't want to do anything, I want to be lazy, I have the house to myself, I want to relax! I still have to get my last text book for my history class too, I'll be going to the school monday to get a used and hang out with a friend who has a dj slot Mon, Tues, and Fri every week till school starts, he attends UT in Austin. I had lunch with him today.

I'm just having the usual panic that summer is coming to an end, I guess. My first time where I need to cram, much less study, before school starts... My summer free days are coming to an end. Next year, if the economy is better and I'm able to balance not going to work during the summer I'm going to take classes during the summer. Which will not be fun. I may get a few weeks off of school after spring before the summer term would start, but not with work. Summer sessions are much harder because the classes are every day, where regular sessions are set on every other day schedule. 

Poor autobotmosquitolol, she knows my woes so well. I've been leaning heavily on her for friendship and not to feel isolated. All my local friends are so busy with their own lives... I'm cling to her like a lifeline!

Comments

[mscatmoon.livejournal.com]

Anyone who can manage to juggle school, and a job, and everything else you're dealing with right now gets a big hand of applause and awe from me! Hang in there! You're struggling to get an education and make a better life for yourself and it's hard but it won't be like this *forever*. Focus on the goal ahead -- take it from someone who didn't and wishes she had.

[nova-myth.livejournal.com]

Thank you, but I feel small compared to my friend Ghazal. Almost every semester she works between 40-50 hours a week and takes if not the same number of classes as I do but more! She's also taking much harder courses than I am too. How she does it and not collapse I don't know!

[autobotmosquito.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Aw, don't worry about it! I don't mind a bit!

[nova-myth.livejournal.com]

And I am thankful for that! I talk your ear off! I really am bluestreak!! If he shows up in any of the Transformers sequels I will buy anything and almost everything of him that doesn't look like crap! He's my transformer personality! XD

[autobotmosquito.livejournal.com]

Well, then it's a good thing I'm better at listening than talking, huh? ^^