I HATE being sick.
Jul. 1st, 2008 08:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nova_mythI'm not sick enough to go to the doctor, but just enough to be miserable. If this does not get better by Thursday I'll be going to the clinic on Friday in the morning. Because of my luck I know that if its not getting better then I'm getting worse, even if I don't feel it at the time. I don't want to get that sick to where i feel it. My only saving grace is that its 90s+ during the day and 75-80 at night. I haven't started to feel better or worse, just the same, so this lull is driving me nuts. I'm taking over the counter stuff which is taking the edge off but the not making it easier for me to breath through my nose.
Sadly my kinders haven't been easier on me and I'm having to go harsh on them fast just to keep control. I can't manage them wild and some control like i could before. My biggest problem is my radar is down and so is my reaction time, which is keeping me from stopping them from hugging me. Or in one boy's case from touching me. He has a habit of instead of tapping me on my arm or side, to get to my front and touch my boob. I had to really snap at him, as he 'pinch' me there on my shirt. He just can not do that. I can tell that he is not there completely and doesn't mean anything by it, but I know also from my other kinders from my original site that some kinders do inapporiate things. I hated myself when I had to snap at him, but my softer talk hasn't worked the last three weeks. He's not stupid, not really, it just takes a while for some things to click. Plus he gets distracted really quickly.
Sadly my kinders haven't been easier on me and I'm having to go harsh on them fast just to keep control. I can't manage them wild and some control like i could before. My biggest problem is my radar is down and so is my reaction time, which is keeping me from stopping them from hugging me. Or in one boy's case from touching me. He has a habit of instead of tapping me on my arm or side, to get to my front and touch my boob. I had to really snap at him, as he 'pinch' me there on my shirt. He just can not do that. I can tell that he is not there completely and doesn't mean anything by it, but I know also from my other kinders from my original site that some kinders do inapporiate things. I hated myself when I had to snap at him, but my softer talk hasn't worked the last three weeks. He's not stupid, not really, it just takes a while for some things to click. Plus he gets distracted really quickly.
