I'm officially breaking down

[nova_myth]

I'm at the point where I want to emotionally give up on studying Japanese. It feel so hopeless. Everything is just BLANK. Its a fucking embarrassement to be in the damn office with that a-hole taking six academic classes and reading kanji jerk. I'm ready to throw in the towel. I can't do the fucking book work or work book on my own. I'm close to tears, I'm going to cry when I have to face my teacher tomorrow. I can't do this. There is no fucking way.

Comments

[soldierly.livejournal.com]

Easy, bb. It'll work out, I promise. I've been the same way with Spanish--I know how it is. I can barely form a sentence and I've been taking it for five years. It just doesn't click. Still, though, I'm doing better, and if I know you at all, I know you can get through this. <33

[nova-myth.livejournal.com]

Its just so frustrating, I know I should know it. It tingles my brain but nothing comes. I'm going to try to go in for one on one tutoring but until full paychecks can't do it but class days...

[mmouse15.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Part of it is that you're very stressed. It's beyond difficult and onto impossible to 'learn' something when you're so stressed about money and your uncle and life. The guy you're studying with probably doesn't have any of those stresses, much less a job, and thus can focus when you can't.

Take a deep breath. Calm yourself. Have a good talk with your teacher tomorrow and let her know what outside stresses you have and then ask her opinion as to what you should do.

*hugs*

[nova-myth.livejournal.com]

Right now my #1 stress outside of school is the complete mix up and chaos at work. Hopefully in another two weeks finally things will somewhat resemble normal. Bus would have started, trainings done, garden started with the kids, and finger printing done.

She wants me to come in during the week besides class days for one on one, but can't do it until full paychecks because of gas...

[vermilionbird.livejournal.com]

I totally agree with Mmouse.

You have a lot going on and that will affect your concentration. Talk to your teacher, and what advice you get there.

HUGS - Remember, no matter how bad it is, they cannot eat you.

[nova-myth.livejournal.com]

LOL, I read your comment "Remember, no matter how bad it is, they cannot eat you." off my phone at work before clock in and laughed so loud out of the blue everyone was like, wth?

XD

[vermilionbird.livejournal.com]

XD

Yay, you laughed.

That phrase has carried me through some damn hard times.