I am so angry right now!
Sep. 10th, 2008 09:25 amI am so upset right now. I actually nearly got all my homework done due today this morning except for 3 problems. And what happens? She doesn't even go over it. She goes over the different techniques we've learned then assigns more homework and worksheet, both will be due monday for a grade and there will be a test over them on Wensday. What makes me so upset? All the problems we've done so far are on one technique, not problems where you use combinations of them. And the outline she did on the board is completely in wording, no examples. I can't even go to the tutoring lab because I have to come up to the slac lab to print out handouts. These handouts you have to go print them, she doesn't even hand them out in class! So its pointless for me to even bother trying to go to the tutoring lab because I have to walk to another building, up 6 floors, sign in, print, and go back to the building where the math department is. I'd have maybe 15 minutes in there, but I'd have to wait for a personal to get to me! 10 minutes isn't going to help me make the connections. My ADHD is on high right now, things are just not clicking! And she was so rude to me. She wouldn't even hear me out on one of the problems I needed help on and told me to do this technique. I saw that I was suppose to use that technique, what I had trouble was I didn't see how it became the answer nor how the answer when checked goes back to the original expression! To make it worse when she passed by me again she poked me twice on the shoulder and growled out at me to just do it.
I am so pissed off right now!
If she had just done two or three examples I wouldn't have as nearly as much damn trouble! To make it all worse the tutoring labs hours had been cut due to funding. The only day I'd be able to come would be Sat, but that is pretty much pointless because of Ike. Its suppose to hit the coast early Sat morning, and downtown is a flooding nightmare with this kind of thing, I'd be luck to get to school, much less any of the tutors.
Now I have two test in the same damn week. Wensday is math and Thurs is Japanese, and I am behind in both for various reasons. I can accept that it is my fault on some things, but assigning something without having worked through examples is not and it royally makes me angry.
I want to scream. I want to cry. I want to break something damn it. Ugh.