so alone

[nova_myth]

It never really hit me how alone and old I am compared to my peers. Sure I realised my age and all but it didn't distrub me too terribly unless I was in a really pitiful mood. But today in Japanese we covered family, honoric terms, and counting people and age. I'm 24, still about another year or so from just getting my associated. My mother is gone, I have no siblings, no grandparents, just my uncle who I'm not sure I consider family anymore and dozens of realtives I really don't know, even by name.

So when she wanted us to get into groups I left and retreated to the bathroom and halls. I feel so vey much alone right now.