Why can't things settle down?
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nova_mythWe have two new co-workers at work, their from another program at a middle school in the district. Because of that they have no loyalty to our boss they can 'rat out' on her, which is a worry because apprently their supervisor is a strict, stick to the book kind of woman and ours is not. And she's going to be at my location Wensday to 'look in' on us. Joy. -.-
My education conference is coming up fast and I'm starting to panic, I forgot to get my pants alterted, they are so long, and I leave Monday morning, oi. I found a place but how expensive its going to be I have no clue, oi. Also I know I'm forgetting something about the trip but can't remember what! I'm going to e-mail the teacher in charge of it and ask for a list of what need to have and do before we go. I can't find the papers we got at the meeting in April either, which has the outline of what we will be doing. My room is a mess as you can imagion. -sighs-
The current house crisis is still in full swing, the Aunt is over here again and not as warm to me as she usually is so its upsetting a little. I see her as part of my extended family a bit, I've known her for 7 years as it is. But we're all under so much stress with the economy and extra stuff thrown in, like her niece's infestation right now.
I was planning on going down to the school today to see the counsolurs for my fall courses but I woke up with a headache/dizzy thing I get when I don't get enough sleep as my body comands. The next time I woke up 2 hours later my tummy was not all happy with me and I had to stay home just 'in case'.
Great, the aunt just called me out to my room for a pow-wow. I'm goning to need to buckle down and clean my room tomorrow a bit, something I've been planning to do anyways. I've been wanting to do that since I got out of school but something always comes up or I'm just so beat. x.x -sighs-
The ground 'rules' she's laid down I know I'm going to be one actually doing, since my house-mate never does anything. Blah. And because she came in on Sat morning, before I got around to cleaning like I do every weekend, I doubt she's going to believe me when I tell her I do clean. Blah.
Emotionally I'm still a bit on egde, simply because there so much going on. There is a pouring amount of anger from my house-mate it fills the house. The aunt is frustrated. I guess I'm just sensetive to it right now because there is just so much I've got on my back right now. But hearing the reassurances from my friend's mom who is also sister to my landlord help me calm down a lot. I was close to having a real bad axiety attack for the first time in almost 2 years yestrday when there was a blow up yestrday when my house-mate locked me out of the house when I was right behind her coming in to the house from the backyard. I had to wait because if I was to try to get past her in the garage by the washer and dryer I'd have to pretty much brush past her. Not happening with the lice infestation. So I had to call her aunt to open the door and a huge arguement erupts when she yells at me that door wasn't locked, and her aunt is still on the phone, ugh. Basically the aunt was pressing me that I'd have to start looking to find another place, even when she knows I can't because of how things are. But it sorted out by my friend's mom and I'm told that my landlord doesn't want me to leave. So while I'm stressed a little its something I can manage, I'll most likely be a little jumpy at work but I can manage.
My education conference is coming up fast and I'm starting to panic, I forgot to get my pants alterted, they are so long, and I leave Monday morning, oi. I found a place but how expensive its going to be I have no clue, oi. Also I know I'm forgetting something about the trip but can't remember what! I'm going to e-mail the teacher in charge of it and ask for a list of what need to have and do before we go. I can't find the papers we got at the meeting in April either, which has the outline of what we will be doing. My room is a mess as you can imagion. -sighs-
The current house crisis is still in full swing, the Aunt is over here again and not as warm to me as she usually is so its upsetting a little. I see her as part of my extended family a bit, I've known her for 7 years as it is. But we're all under so much stress with the economy and extra stuff thrown in, like her niece's infestation right now.
I was planning on going down to the school today to see the counsolurs for my fall courses but I woke up with a headache/dizzy thing I get when I don't get enough sleep as my body comands. The next time I woke up 2 hours later my tummy was not all happy with me and I had to stay home just 'in case'.
Great, the aunt just called me out to my room for a pow-wow. I'm goning to need to buckle down and clean my room tomorrow a bit, something I've been planning to do anyways. I've been wanting to do that since I got out of school but something always comes up or I'm just so beat. x.x -sighs-
The ground 'rules' she's laid down I know I'm going to be one actually doing, since my house-mate never does anything. Blah. And because she came in on Sat morning, before I got around to cleaning like I do every weekend, I doubt she's going to believe me when I tell her I do clean. Blah.
Emotionally I'm still a bit on egde, simply because there so much going on. There is a pouring amount of anger from my house-mate it fills the house. The aunt is frustrated. I guess I'm just sensetive to it right now because there is just so much I've got on my back right now. But hearing the reassurances from my friend's mom who is also sister to my landlord help me calm down a lot. I was close to having a real bad axiety attack for the first time in almost 2 years yestrday when there was a blow up yestrday when my house-mate locked me out of the house when I was right behind her coming in to the house from the backyard. I had to wait because if I was to try to get past her in the garage by the washer and dryer I'd have to pretty much brush past her. Not happening with the lice infestation. So I had to call her aunt to open the door and a huge arguement erupts when she yells at me that door wasn't locked, and her aunt is still on the phone, ugh. Basically the aunt was pressing me that I'd have to start looking to find another place, even when she knows I can't because of how things are. But it sorted out by my friend's mom and I'm told that my landlord doesn't want me to leave. So while I'm stressed a little its something I can manage, I'll most likely be a little jumpy at work but I can manage.
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