21 hours and counting...

I've been up 21 hours. Yep. My tummy wouldn't settle until after 2am, when exactly not ture. I decided to try to read my book around midnight waiting for the pain in my belly to subside, which it didn't for several more hours. When I finished my book, what is suppose to be third and final book of the Eragon Trilogy, Brisingr, I discover it not so as I had begun to suspect earlier this afternoon with a 1/3 to go. The Trilogy has become a 'cycle' and suppose to end in four books. In some ways I'm angry because I've been waiting for so long and it was set three, but in other ways I'm happy because this means more the characters I've grown to love and hope the story does not end in more tragedy. I am not naive, and thus I know more characters will die before it all ends, the question is who.

I finished my book literally a few minutes after 5am, I didn't realise the time had passed nor my pain was gone, so engrossed in the book. I haven't been like that since the last and final Harry Potter book, The Deathly Hallows.

So why am I still awake instead of going to bed? What is the point? Well, I don't exactly have a long break from school, let alone work, so I kinda need to keep my sleeping schedule close. So I'll be going to bed around 5-7 tonight, I normally don't go to bed till 9-11. Its gonna be a struggle staying awake, I know. I need to push toward 36 hours since I woke up just after 8am on Christmas morning.

I'm already starting to wonder if my sleep deprived brain is playing tricks on me, I swear I'm hearing a dog park  that is similair to Lucky's, but not sure... I'm pretty sure my period won't be helping my mood either. I need to dig my headphones out of my overnight bag from Christmas Eve.

The stress is aparrently getting to me.

Even though I'm not feeling stressed enough for panic/anxiety attacks my body might be showing other signs, not quiet sure yet, but its not pleasant. Not at all. This better not get serious, my friend has tickets to the Spurs game this Sunday and I intend to go. So right now I'm trying to listen to some music, get distracted away from my 'symptons'. This shit would start on a Friday evening, wouldn't it, when I can't go to the regular clinic the following day.

Update, update, here's the update

Well I'm currently feeling better. Have to see what tomorrow brings. I found out who sent me the Transformers DS game, and again amazon wasn't suppose to label it as from Santa. I'm trying to get my run away nerves to settle down so I can go to sleep. Haven't really gotten more than an hour of solid sleep since Christmas morning. My day as follows:

Pain, pain and nasua was the start. I finally was able to attempt to sleep just after 6am, left an AIM message for a friend to call me at a certain time if he would be so kind, and I tried to sleep. I had a great deal of trouble trying to fall asleep, and when I did it was for only bits at a time, before my friend called me at just after 10am. I didn't want to sleep too much or my internal clock would be out of wack, very bad with school and work just over a week away again. So I took more pain killers, struggled with the resurfacing pain, talked to my friend, convinced him to go out with me if I was able to get the pain to leave, which it eventually did to normal levels of the first 24 hours of my period. Took a soaking bath, I wish the tub was longer. If I can stretch out and soak somewhat for about half an hour in hot water it seems to help, a lot. So by 1 oclock I picked my friend up and to the mall we went.

First stop was Disney story, got a belated Christmas present for a friend who will be in town in a few days. Then we went to Game Stop, since I got a DS I thought to see what used games were there, found Jewel Quest, I've played a promo of it and loved it. I also found a new DS game that was targeted at learning Japanese, so I bought that too. The max amount spent for the games we left and went looking at a few other stores, stopped at a calander and game set up and found a game for the kids at work during pick up and a calander for me with pockets for my room at 50% off. Still need to get one in the kitchen for Yoko's med schedule. We went to the Radio Shack looking for a cover for my friend's new Zume mp3 and I ended up with a cover pouch for my digital camera to protect it in my purse. On our way out stopped by Forever 21, found a plain white shirt that should work under my cream sweater I got a few months ago with my gift card. I still have just over $15 on it, but I didn't see anything that interested me.

After this we left for the shopping center on the otherside of the loop from the mall and went to the best buy. My friend was looking for that Zume cover, Dark Knight special edition DVD (not blue ray), and blank DVDs to burn stuff on them. By this point my stomach started to be a pain again, and on our way out my friend was kind enough to buy me a soda, caffine easies the cramps thank god. We went to the Barnes and Nobles across the shopping center and my friend went searching for the DVD because the Best Buy didn't have the special edition strangely, and I went to see if I could find the latest manga volume of Samurai Deeper Kyo, even though it wasn't due out for another week. I only read the last 20 pages, interested in just the main characters right now. After that we went back to his house for dinner.

I went home shortly after dinner, stopped at a CVS for more midol, good thing too. I just made it home in time before massive possible accident in my pants. God that was just freaky, ech. Spent the next two hours running to the bathroom at the hint of possible gas which might not be gas at all and feeling of needing to go. Thankfully, and I truely mean that, it was just two hours. I hope this doesn't repeat, its annoying. Made a few calls, got a hold of my Daddy, catching him for the first time in a month not out on a flight. Had a good half hour talk with him. He's not much of a talker, so that long of a one was great. Found out my friend Tina, who is also a friend of my Uncle's, sent me the Transformers DS game. Read some fan fiction thanks to the latest Cybertronian update, chated with some friends in another community, and here I am.