Missing teacher

My Japanese teacher didn't show for me to finish my test. While that is somewhat a good thing because I have more time to study I don't like it still hanging over my head with so much other junk I'm trying to (unsuccessfully) get into my head. We have another test in two weeks, joy...

I'm still pissed from work yesterday. It wouldn't matter if the kinders were not going to notice they're getting lamer bags than the rest of the grades for halloween. But they will, and I know more than one for certain is going to end up asking me why they got such lame bags. Because they are lame. They're maroon with plain pumpkins on them that look more like 'fall' than 'halloween' and you would give them to old ladies not children. I hate it because the people who are my co-workers took advantage of me as I was working on making the clues for the kinder's treasure hunt, which I might add no one else is trying to do anything like it. They knew which bags I wanted, damn it. I'm trying to keep the whole day Halloween themed. ALL of it, not just a party part. 

I think what pisses me off most is one of my co-workers, who is the youngest, always gets praised 'she's on her way to becoming a future teacher' and I get shit from her and everyone allows it. She's a cynical mix of prep attitude and superiority that royally pisses me off. Normally it doesn't get to me her 'talk you down' behavior because its obvious to me it wouldn't do any good to try to talk to her about it. I just can't stand it when I'm working my butt off and makes me sound like an idiot and its front of everyone, including my boss. 

Everyone ignores it so much they don't see it anymore. Everyone kept asking me why I was angry, which made my anger level rise tremendously. I had to get out in a hurry to get away from her and the whole thing to calm down a little. Last thing I need is for people to put it into my boss's head I'm 'so angry' and I'm taking it out on the kids bull shit if I'm stern with a few of them who have been misbehaving the last few weeks. 

This is the first time in months I've had to really rant about anything with work that deals with the people I work with. Usually my job is tiring and a little frustrating but never like this. This happened to me all last year with each 'party' we had for holidays. But last year I was an extra, not the lead of my own grade. But nothing has changed, my ideas are looked upon as stupid, I can read it on their faces plainly. The worst offender is always the same with her 'high' attitude. 

-sighs- I am so going to be in a bad mood this entire weekend, I just know it. 

well the kids are getting more

I could not find baggies anywhere, they are totally sold out. I did find package bundles of bugs, snakes, and bats, and boxes of temporary tattoos that weren't scary. So I'll add those to their treasure bags. I could have gotten a package of small playdo, but the bags I got stuck will won't hold that. Hopefully the treasure hunt will happen as planned and no problems will arise.