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I'm doomed
I'm in the middle of a damn anxiety attack. Ugh.
I woke up at 3:30 in the morning, I only got two hours of sleep after the two benadrile help me finally get to sleep. I woke up in sweat, stomach pain, and chills for the second day in a row and I couldn't go back to bed. Enough is enough, I can't take it. I turned the tv on and tried to focus on anything so time would go by faster and I wouldn't hear the noise.
So I skipped class to go to the docotor and I couldn't focus that well to email my teachers for todays class I'll do it tonight or whenever I get out of this attack. So at the doctor its concluded I'm suffering from mulitple things that normally by themselves I might have been able to deal with, but all at once forget it. My ears are jammed packed with wax and its messing with my nerve hairs. They tried to flush it and that's what sent me into the anxiety attack. I don't like suctions or anything like it because of a bad doctor when I was 4. That was over an hour ago. I got med samples for my stomach to reduce acid, samples of stuff for my ears, and sample for if my ears were to start hurting. I got a prescription for the anxiety which I can only take at night for bed because it will make me drowsy. I also had to get ear drops at the store to soften the wax, its so jammed in there they couldn't get it. I'll be going back Tuesday for another try at the flush and hopefully it will come out easily otherwise I'm in possible trouble.
So here I am, sitting in my room having just gotten off the phone with my boss at work, who is also sick. She's in full support, and I'm to call her back by 1 to tell her if I'm going to be able to make it. I don't think I will. The missed sleep is effecting me almost as much as the anxiety.
I love livejournal, its helping me deal so much right now.
I woke up at 3:30 in the morning, I only got two hours of sleep after the two benadrile help me finally get to sleep. I woke up in sweat, stomach pain, and chills for the second day in a row and I couldn't go back to bed. Enough is enough, I can't take it. I turned the tv on and tried to focus on anything so time would go by faster and I wouldn't hear the noise.
So I skipped class to go to the docotor and I couldn't focus that well to email my teachers for todays class I'll do it tonight or whenever I get out of this attack. So at the doctor its concluded I'm suffering from mulitple things that normally by themselves I might have been able to deal with, but all at once forget it. My ears are jammed packed with wax and its messing with my nerve hairs. They tried to flush it and that's what sent me into the anxiety attack. I don't like suctions or anything like it because of a bad doctor when I was 4. That was over an hour ago. I got med samples for my stomach to reduce acid, samples of stuff for my ears, and sample for if my ears were to start hurting. I got a prescription for the anxiety which I can only take at night for bed because it will make me drowsy. I also had to get ear drops at the store to soften the wax, its so jammed in there they couldn't get it. I'll be going back Tuesday for another try at the flush and hopefully it will come out easily otherwise I'm in possible trouble.
So here I am, sitting in my room having just gotten off the phone with my boss at work, who is also sick. She's in full support, and I'm to call her back by 1 to tell her if I'm going to be able to make it. I don't think I will. The missed sleep is effecting me almost as much as the anxiety.
I love livejournal, its helping me deal so much right now.